Something must be brewing in my head.  I am in that very familiar place of going through idea after idea for a new work, thinking I will pursue this great idea then letting it go only to replace it with another “great idea” that I think of pursuing and letting it go, over and over again.  It is an uncomfortable and familiar feeling.  With every new situation I think I am going to be able to skip this phase and get right into the good stuff even though I know the good stuff only comes through understanding and that understanding takes time.

I am consciously making myself take my time.  It is physical.  I am physically making myself slow down and go through this phase without acting.  It hurts.