Something must be brewing in my head. I am in that very familiar place of going through idea after idea for a new work, thinking I will pursue this great idea then letting it go only to replace it with another “great idea” that I think of pursuing and letting it go, over and over again. It is an uncomfortable and familiar feeling. With every new situation I think I am going to be able to skip this phase and get right into the good stuff even though I know the good stuff only comes through understanding and that understanding takes time.
I am consciously making myself take my time. It is physical. I am physically making myself slow down and go through this phase without acting. It hurts.